Only 2 out of the 11 blogs I read have been updated recently (i.e. within the last week). But I can't complain; I haven't updated in a while. But I will now.
Today is Ash Wednesday, the beginning of Lent. It is the Catholic tradition to abstain from meat today and to do a pseudo fast, where you eat 2 small meals and only one full meal (and not snacks in between). I didn't eat meat today. I also ate a small breakfast and lunch and a regular dinner. But I ate cookies right before dinner and counted them as a part of my dinner. Then I thought back about it and saw how I was very Pharisee-like in doing that. Technically, I followed the rules, but I wasn't recognizing the spirit of the rule. Those cookies were tempting me the whole drive home from school (ride actually, since my mom drove today....she though with me driving, we wouldn't make it on time for the 5:30 Mass). I managed to not give it until we got home after Mass. And then I ate them right before eating dinner and justified it by saying it was a part of my dinner. But who am I tricking but myself. This Lent, and all the days to follow, I will strive to be less like a Pharisee and more like a disciple of Jesus. I am giving up prcrastination, btw, and also candy. I was going to give up chocolate, which I really like and have been eating a lot of lately, but the cookies I ate had white chocolate chips in them, thus foiling the plan. So it's going to be candy that I give up. I was going to only just focus on not procrastinating, but the one thing that tempts me into it is almost done, so it seemed kind of a jip. So I decided to tag on chocolate candies, but making it candies in general, which will require more will. Anyways, I'm getting sleepy, so sleep to I go.
Posted by Aileen
at 10:57 PM HST